I rock

Seriously, this week I've been doing awesome at work. I have a fridge, I'm eating decently, and people like the Hutch.

Been re-thinking about the whole work/school thing again. I bet I could still do what I want without buying a degree with debt. At least, I can wait on that step. Lots of cool ideas. The world is my oyster.

Feeling more fit. Got the bike back in service. I can do handstands almost. Dancing is fun, and I found a great option for taking Capoeira on Wednesdays. The muscles are coming back.

Now, I just need to whip the condo into shape. Oh, and get more clothes for sure.

Crunch

Work got tense again. Trust is fleeting. I have to do a lot of instant, thorough response and handsome reporting to gain back some credibility. That, and I have a trip coming up really soon so I have to bank even more goodwill and planning. Time for the responsible me.

Funds are a little tight too, and it looks like I owe the state for taxes this year. I'm going to be re-examining my financial situation and institute a real budget once again. I have the discipline, I just have slacked off. Same with exercise... getting back into that too. Recurring theme much?

Things are going well on the dating. So well that I'm getting emotionally drained by it, because I want it to keep going well in the right direction. Every word and move has huge significance. It feels good to be liked, and I should enjoy it more. I just get nervous about doing it wrong, and who I'm getting invested in.

The trip out of town could be a good break, but it's going to be hard being away from work and normal life. It would be great if when I get back, everyone who missed me will be happy about my return. Because now it's kinda scary.